Journey

Sooooo

Tomorrow I will be 23 weeks post relaxer and 12 weeks post big chop. How do I feel about my? Im excited adn frustarted at the same time. I happy cause now Im able to include coils into my hair styles and can do a couple of braids, but I am mad because I still can't keep my hands out of my hair. I miss up every style I do to it. I always end up taking it down halfway thru the day to see the results. Right now I have alot of things going on in my life which is making me very nerve wrecking and that is one of the reason I touch my hair. At this point I am really thinking about cutting off all my hair and really starting over. No color or nothing if I keep feeling how I am feeling now. Only time will tell what I will do.